Name change suggestions

Hey guys so my life literally turned around I got a remote job and I’m currently working I even got my first salary in advance coz my boss is so awesome! But anyways I come from a household that was super abusive and I really just want to get away from all that and start afresh.

I moved to a new small place and I’m actually thriving not surviving I even got accepted at unisa (I’m 18) and I’m gonna actually work towards something without anything holding me back.

Anyways I’m changing both my first name and surname. Do you guys have any suggestions? Lol I know it’s crazy 🤣 but I’m going through with it I literally have no reason to stay with my current name and I just don’t like it coz it’s tied to all that trauma.

But I’m confused on what to change it too. I just want something unique and cool. But also something that has some sort of meaning or related to “getting through it” or “starting afresh”. It can be Afrikaans English Xhosa pedi I really don’t care just throw a good first and last name at me!